im realli stress up now...realli i am...i have so much fear in me...even how i hard i try to hide...it keep on hunting me...im realli despearate to get in to poly...i realli wan to study de the same lev with the ppl taking Os...u noe how is the feeling when you are been outcast just because u are ITE??? ppl are taking u as last priority...no one will understands i can tell u that...is realli not a good experience...i fell once now is realli hard to get back again...is true this world is realli black...nobody will give u a 2nd chance...u have to fight for urself...
if you guys do not know im really starting to lose out faith...the chances is realli soooo small...till u cant even see it...if i cant get into any schools nw i have to go NS by may...argh!!!!....the time is realli short...im realli very very tired already...the fear is realli hunting behind my back...im realli scared i tell u...to add on...so much stuff is happening to me nw...i dun wish to sae it here ( confidential )....im realli half dead...i dun even dare to think on what is goin to happen on MAY....soooo much fear in me....i have so much trouble in me....how i wish i can realli find someone hu i can pour out all my stuff to....
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and this is how it ended.
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